making mistake

most people will say that i act as if i never make any mistake, that i'm always right in everything i do.

maybe because sometimes i speak things that are supposed to be in silence.

maybe because i act very lightly in every situation, sometimes it seems out of place and rude.

but i do care about everything that happens, but i can't express it well and i hate being in gloomy situation.

and i do make mistake. a lot of them.

mistakes that even a grave hole is never deep enough for me to hide from the humiliation.

mistakes that makes me hate myself above everything else.